Tonight, I am totally convicted. God is just breaking me. The sad part is I know why, but the beautiful part is there is no sense of guilt. I am convicted and I feel weightless. Despite my flaws, he continues to love me. The spirit continues to guide me through the process of sanctification. My flesh pulls me from it. If you’re reading this, you don’t really have to go further. I’m just spilling all of these thoughts that have been poured into me. Jesus, you died for my sins. My shame is gone because of your obedience. I don’t live like that. I’m so dark. At this moment, I want you. My life is yours. Thank you for the bridge you’ve put up between myself and God.
Freedom is great.
"We all come from the sea, but we are not all of the sea. Those of us who are, we children of the tides, must return to it again and again… As for the rest; all I will say is the ones who push the limits discover, the limits sometimes push back" -Chasing Mavericks
Nothing in this world will satisfy.
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If you only knew the slump that Jesus has rescued me from. I am so not worthy. I don’t deserve His eternal love for me. I don’t deserve the grace He’s bestowed upon me, but that doesn’t stop Him from giving it to me. Thank you father for sending your Son for my benefit. How selfish of me to continue to soak in sin…thank you Savior for reminding me who you are. Jesus, you have done everything for me that I could never do for myself. Thank you spirit for convicting me day in and day out. I’m really trying to get back to where I belong, I’ve fallen so far that I don’t think those around me have noticed. I’ve hidden it so well. It’s time for re-commitment, no for whole-hearted COMMITMENT! I need you Lord, thanks for re-lighting my path, if I’ve torn my own reputation, I’ll have to live with that, as long as I have you.